Aaricia's story in short

At the moment I start roleplaying with Sasseke, she already has bit of a past. Her family got arrested after she had destroyed an automated Imperial mining installation by for her feeling a simple slice. Sometimes pressing some buttons, typing a bit can alter a lot. She has to run from her old life. Everything that she knew, everybody WHO she knew, and her planned future.. all this she has to leave behind her.
On Tatooine she re-assembles stuff in her mind. A lot of her old stuff gone, she can now put most of her time into aiding the political resistance. Her goal for now is rescuing her family. She goes completely for these two goals, that are a bit intertwined.. her resistance has become a personal matter now. When the Imperials capture her, subject her to multiple interrogations and only a bit later, after the Alliance rescues Aaricia, kill her family, Aaricia becomes more and more full of fear, and hence hate. She tries to cover these feelings, acting as loving as possible.. trying not to give in to the big amount of pain inflicted upon her by these tormenting Imperials' actions.
This fear and inner fighting makes Aaricia less clear, which makes her an easier target for the Imperials, and on a certain day they manage to identify and capture her again. A brainwashing experiment erases a lot of her memories and twists her thoughts 180 degrees, which changes her into a perfect tool for them to oppress people even more. The people of Mos Entha now also endure her collected fear and hate. Until on a certain day Aaricia cannot take it anymore. To not care about other people because the Empire is more important cannot fit in her mind anymore, as Jarome, her only friend that is left in the Garrison is to be shot in the desert because of 'high treason'. Either from this very day she will never have any humanly feelings again, or she gives in to this last little spark of love and friendship that's left in her heart, drowning in the sea of hate and pain.
Her hesitation does not take long; suddenly gotten clear again, she leaves the base, throwing off the Imperial helmet, and rescues him.
The Rebel Alliance welcomes them back, but for some reason Aaricia doesn't feel comfortable there anymore. At first she doesn't understand this herself. To her astonishment she also seems to be already pregnant for some weeks! The father is not Jarome, but this doesn't keep them from marrying.
Now there is a lot of love and friendship, and this cannot keep the pain that's still hidden in Aaricia's heart inside anymore. The pain of all those sad things that have happened.. trapped between two sides, on one hand the Alliance that she's going to aid again because she vaguely remembers that she has also done this in some vague past, on the other hand the Imperials and it's bounty hunters, that are badly after Jarome and her. Hate and fear are coming to the surface of her loving heart. Running from this, the only option that feels like left for her is leaving them all...